fresh start

Okay, so maybe sometimes I wish that it didn't have to end this way, BUT I'm so glad that we can be friends. I'm sincerely happy for you, and I like how we are now.
:)

moving on

A friend recently decided to show me something you told her after our breakup. Even though it was said long ago, it kind of killed my heart.. But I wish you the same thing for you. I hope you're happy with whoever you're with, or who you'll up with next. Hope she treats you right because you deserve the best. There's so much I would like to say to you, but I'm going to leave it as is. There's no point of bringing the past up when nothing will really change.

"Endings aren't the end of the world, it just means that new beginnings are yet to come."

Just hope that you know, as a friend I'll always be here for you. And it was great pleasure to have met you, too.
:)

When you least expect it

April has been a crazy/weird month for me.. but I learnt quite a handful of things because of it. It's funny, 'cause when I start to think that my life is falling apart, you pick me back up without even knowing it. I just wanted to say,

Thank you. :)

rewind time

it doesn't make sense

I'm trying so hard to put the pieces together, but it just won't fit. Why.. why after three months do I realise? Why is it only hitting me now? This feeling came so abruptly, and is leaving me speechless. I know it's too late to go back, and I'm not going to do anything about it. "The past is the past." I just hate how this past week, all I've been thinking about is you. It started from a dream, that led to another dream, and it just keeps repeating.. And it doesn't help when I bump into your friends either. For some reason, I've seen them quite a few times this week. Why does everything/everyone that surrounds me reminds me of you. It kind of hurts for some reason.. I wish I knew why. It surprises me that I feel this way towards you.. after how long? Ugh it's kiiiillling me inside. I wish I could tell you all this, but it's definately not a good time. In one of your past notes you said, "I think things are right, but just not at this time." It's never going to be the right time for us, will it? What do I do to get you out of my mind? I want this feeling I feel to vanish. It's just too much for me to handle. :(

fall for your type

Maybe it doesn’t really matter if you wear your heart on your sleeve or if you guard it with all your might because in the end, everyone’s gonna get hurt.

"What is family? They were the people who claimed you. In good, in bad, in parts or in whole, they were the ones who showed up, who stayed in there, regardless. It wasn’t just about blood relations or shared chromosomes, but something wider, bigger. We had many families over time. Our family of origin, the family we created, and the groups you moved through while all of this was happening: friends, lovers, sometimes even strangers. None of them perfect, and we couldn’t expect them to be. You can’t make any one person your world. The trick was to take what each could give you and build your world from it."