"What lies behind us and what lies ahead of us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us."

It was impossible to not have you in my life for some reason. I did whatever I could to get you back into my life. I left the past behind, and forgot what you had done to make me feel what I had felt. I always tried in our friendship. And you even knew it. You left who knows how many times, and always came back at the most odd times. I still accepted you back. Until that time you completely left.. I tried so damn hard; the hardest I've ever for anyone. I thought it would be worth it. I gave up. And you unexpectedly came back, again. What did I do? With no further questions, I let you back into my life. I don't know why, but I did. You've been here for awhile now, but sometimes it feels as if you were still gone. It's not the same anymore, and it'll never be the same. It's kind of sad to just let those years go by like leaves falling during autumn. Life's never perfect. And what have I learnt in these past years? Is to know when enough is enough. I'm not going to go out of my way to make things work after putting so much effort already. I'm moving on, and it is not essential to have you in my life. So if you were to leave again, I wouldn't be surprised, and I won't pull you back. My life is great the way it is. Maybe not exactly where I wanted it to be, but close enough.