11:11 - "Back to start!"

I kept hoping, and wishing that one day, everything would actually be okay. And eventually, everything became okay. These past few weeks have been pretty rough, but I still kept a smile on my face everyday. I know I shouldn't have kept everything bottled up inside of me, but it just felt right, you know? I'm not usually someone who'll go to my friends and tell them my problems. I like to keep things to myself unless I was asked about it. So instead of expressing my feelings, showing others how I really felt, I created a mask. A mask to avoid my problems so that I didn't have to face it. I surrounded myself with my friends because I knew that they'd brighten up my day without them even knowing. Soon enough I had to face reality. And it slapped me right on the face. There was a moment that I felt like everything was over. Nothing will ever be okay. I was at the lowest point of being low. But God seemed to like to play around with me. He gave me a chance to redeem myself. And now, I'm a fully renewed person. "Back to start!" Things have brightened up, and I'm not just saying this to put you guys at ease. I'm saying this because it's true. I am better. 'Cause I decided to face everything that was placed infront of me AND I had my friends. When I'm with you guys, I feel as if nothing could ever go wrong. And I thank you guys for always being there for me, checking up on me, and making sure that I'm alright. And don't worry, I am alright. For reals. You guys have no idea how much I love you all. I can honestly say that I have the bestest friends, ever!

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