I'm livin' the life -- "bata yung gabeh"

1 I'm glad we ended in good terms. I agree with you, I'm also happy that we can still be friends, and talk like before

2 It's been an eventful month. I love you guys like craaaazyyyyy. <3

3 Glad that we were still able to work things out, and rekindle our friendship. I've never felt any better! Love youu.

4 I miss you girls x8! siiighhhhh

5 I'm excited to go to a wedding this September.. hopefully with my partner in crime, DAO! yeeeeee

6 AHHH the sun makes me so happy! hehe

7 Leaving to the Nammerland in 8 days..

8 Hmm.. I'm thinking of I should go to Vegas or not.. to watch Worlds. I think it'd be pretty fun!
9 I'm excited for Cultus w/ everyone next Saturday! It's going to be so much fun.

10 I'm hoping to see my ladies and gents before I leave town! :)

11 "The night is young." -- "Guns guns guns!" -- "Single ladies" (Thank you guys for a very eventful week! hehe)

"Bata yung gabeh"

These past few weeks have been so perfect! Maybe not 100%, but close enough! Nothing is ever perfect though. So it's all good. :) Sigh. It's been great spending time with my friends. My bestests, and people I haven't hung out in so long. 8 more days, and I'm going to be leaving to the Nammerland! I feel as if I'm never coming back, but I mean, a whole month? To me, that's freaking long! Especially when all of you guys are going to be here! :( haha. But yeah, it's a sunny day, and I'm in a great mood, so I just felt like blogging.
:)
3 more hours to go.. until I can finally enjoy the sun! yeeee

"Life's a climb, but the view is great."

I expected this to happen, so I was not caught my surprise. But knowing me, I wouldn't want to be the first person to make a move. I would rather it gradually fade.. but you left me no choice. I guess this was probably a better decision: closure. After everything, I realised that I had much more to say/ask, but I decided to just keep to myself, and let it all go. There's no use of knowing more, or saying anything when it's already over. Reality finally got to me, and I don't think I'd ever tell you this, but I'm actually going to miss you. Ehh, like a friend told me today, "God planned this to happen so that something better would happen." True that! So I'm still going to keep my head up high, and still live my life to the fullest. I'm not going to let one phase of my life ruin the whole picture. Especially when I know I've got my friends wherever I go. Thanks & love you guys. <3

the sun's out, birds are chirping, and I'm still awake?! WTF

So lately I've been sleeping extremely late. I haven't slept earlier than 2am since probably about a month ago? Ah shit. What's wrong with my sleeping pattern?! It's HORRIBLE. But I kind of don't mind it as much anymore because there's always AT LEAST one person who is up as late as I am. Therefore, I'm never lonely at this hour. SCORE! I didn't think I'd do a lot of catching up with friends at this hour. Like who the hell sleeps at 5/6am? Actually, this is the latest I've been awake till. I usually sleep at like 3/4am. Oh man, I'm looking out my window and it's so sunny. YIKES. I should be sleeping now.. ha ha ha.. ahhh, too much has been on my mind lately. TOO MUCH. Whatever, things will get eventually get better. Right? Yeah, I'm pretty optimistic right now.. or at least I try to be. Earlier today, well at around 3:30am, Duckee and I had a good heart-to-heart, again, but this time it was on msn. It made me feel much better. Thanks my love! Followed by an interesting conversation with Daodao. We always talk about the most randomest things sometimes, eh? But it's always great! And just recently, another good, DEEP msn conversation with Poopay just ended. I love late night/morning convos! Even though they can be quite depressing.. oh wells, that's why we got each other to support one another! Yeeeee. Anyways, it's time for me to hit the bed or else I'm going to be super super tired for tonight (Monday), and my opening shift (9am) on Tuesday. sigh sigh sigh. Good night/morning!

Edit// Now that Kahkah's msn is work.. instead of sleeping, we're going to catch up on everything right now. yaaaaaay. I'm so glad I'm not the only one who sleeps late. SCORE!

P.S. It's 6:40am, and Kahkah and I are still talking.. and it's getting me to think even more.. Ugh.. I just don't know..

let it be

Ahh it's freaking 3:30am, and I can't sleep!! :( :( :( Good thing I'm not the only one awake at this hour.. yay for msn! I always thought of this.. I wonder if a lot of us are going to still use msn when we're like 25, or like 30. hahaha. I have a feeling I'll never grow out of it. Sigh. I'll always be a kid at heart. ;) haha. Anyways, this blog is pretty pointless.. But I just felt like blogging. ha ha ha.. yeah.. I'm pretty disappointed, but whatever. Shit happens, right? I'll live. :) :) Back to square one! yeeeee. Just as long as I have my friends, I'm ready for any shit that has yet to come. I love you guys to death. You guys are my second family. MADLOVE. <3

P.S. This is what I get for being too nice sometimes..

"Oh Mr. Sun, sun.."

It's currently 2:19am, and I have work in the morning, which means that I should be sleeping right now. But since I haven't been blogging about my days lately, I feel like today is a blog worthy. Started off my morning/afternoon at Jiro for some All You Can Eat with my "babe" (Jomee), and "baby" (Amandy). We had a good time as usual. Afterwards, we decided to visit Mr. Holowka at St. Pat's. SIGH SIGH SIGH. Tomorrow (or today) will be their grad.. it has officially been a year since I've graduated. Oh how I miss high school. Ahh, I'm so thankful and glad that most of us still keep in touch. Love you guys to death! School ended, therefore, we left and watched Angels & Demons at Metro. It was pretty good! (This time I was quiet, and decided not to disturb any of them during the movie. hehe) Walked around for a bit w/ baby, since babe had to leave for practice. Headed home, and just relaxed & chilled for a bit. Waited for my ride, and headed to the Nightmarket w/ Jaypoopay, Jaypee, Jourgen, and Annie. Met up with the rest of the St. Patty's (Ivee, Nabs, Mae, Linnea, Jem, James, Collin, Ferd, Well). We walked around, got some food (SUPER SPICY FISH BALLS yeeee! haha). Oh man, Well was hilarious! Oh man, today reminded me soooo much of high school. How we'd always be in a huge mob just standing outside of the school, or chillin' around in the cafe. Later on, we bumped into the "loco" crew (Matty, Due, Mike, Donnel, Jace, Mjay, Jel). We all met up at the parking lot infront of Staples/Mcdonalds, and just chilled there for a bit. (Boys playing football, Matthew and his rollerblades, Donnel & Ivee's matching cars) Everything was just CHILL. I looooooved it! Some of us (Mae, Ivee, Annie, Justin, Jourgen) got hungry so we got some slurpees, and had pho. Ahhh, what a great way to end a very beautiful day. I love it when I feel like I'm in high school all over, again. :) :) :) GREAT DAY!

the things I do for you

Ughh.

"When life gives you shit, FUCK IT." - KCM

All I need are my friends and family, and everything else is whatever.
I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE YOU GUYS!
(You guys should know who all are. ;))
LOVELOVELOVE
<3

NAMMERLANDS HERE I COME!

Just because it was Mother's Day today, and my mom was in a really, REALLY good mood. (usually she's not.. especially this past week. I didn't talk to my mom for almost a week!) But yeah, I had to make a big decision. dun dun dun. I'm going to Vietnam with my parents, and older sister's family. I kind of don't want to go, but it IS my grandma's 100th birthday, and I haven't seen her in a while. Oh my, my parents wanted me to stay with them for ONE WHOLE MONTH, but I made a deal with them, and I'm only going to stay for THREE. yeeeee. That's still a lot, but I'll survive! Anyways, leaving Vancouver (my most favourite City), and going to the Nammerlands? Hmm.. this will be exciting/sad just 'cause I won't get to see my favourites for awhile! So I'm hoping that I can use these next few weeks to hang out, and just chill before I leave. siiighhhh. So much to do, and so little time! haha

P.S. I'm scared..

just like old times

Thank you for coming back in my life.
<3

Ahh shii--

It's freaking 3:30am, and I'm STILL awake! Yiiikeess..
And I have class at 10am-12pm tomorrow!
Well, I'm still contemplating whether I should take a 3 hour course (every Tuesday) or a 2 hour course (every Tuesday & Thursday).
Ugh, I can't decide..
So for now, I'm going to pull an Amandy. Go to the class and see if I like it or not.
So yeah..
I should head to bed now since I have school in a few hours (eww).
This blog was pointless. haha