slow motion

I Know That You've Been Calling Me,
And I'm happy that we met.
Don't think that I'm not interested.
I'm just playing hard to get

So much about this crazy game they call love
That I'm trying to understand,
So could you be my best friend,
Before you call yourself my man

Why can't I love you in slow motion,
Take my time,
Take away the pressure on my mind
Really get to know youBut rewind
Wanna love you in slow motion
Why can't I?

You seem to know just what you want
And I like your confidence
Some things a girl should never rush
Cause If you do you hurt yourself

So much about this crazy game they call love
I'm still trying to understand,
So could you be my best friend,
Before you call yourself my man

Why can't I love you in slow motion,
Take my time,
Take away the pressure on my mind
Really get to know youBut rewind
Wanna love you in slow motion
Why can't I

I'm too young for tears in the night
And it's to soon for this to be right
Don't wanna mess with your pride
The questions not when but why

Why can't I love you in slow motion,
Take my time,
Take away the pressure on my mind
Really get to know youBut rewind
I Wanna love you in slow motion
Why can't... I

"When life gives you shit, FUCK IT." - KMC

Life is great.
:)

"A true friend walks in when the rest of the world walks out."

You walked out of my life. When am I going to realise this. When am I going to awknowledge that you just don't give a damn. When am I going to understand the true meaning of friendship. When am I going to let you go? When am I finally going to give up?
NOW. NOW. NOW.
I've realised that through this past year without you, I've still been able to live, and enjoy my life. Things could've been different if you were still in my life; I would've not made stupid mistakes. But hey, that's a part of life. You got to lose something in order to gain something. I admit, you meant a lot to me. You made a great impact me, and was part of who I am today. I thank you for that. But now that things have changed, I need to learn to accept that things will never be the same. We won't ever be friends, again. I don't know why, but maybe you can do the explaining? Thanks for the good, and bad times!
I won't see you around.
Goodbye.

I'm a happy camper

Yesterday was my last day of school for second semester. No more projects, homework, reports, papers, quizes for F-O-U-R months! SCORE! haha. Just got to finish some finals, and I get to enjoy SUMMER! :) I don't think I've ever been so happy like this before! Had work after last class from 3:30-10:30. Freaking busy! But it was fun working with Jen, and Maemae. :) Goodness Jen, making me try on a bunch of shoes! haha. After work, Donnel and Jonjon picked me up, and there goes a random night.. Bumped into Matty and Chrifer before we got into the car and then headed to Pho where we met up with everyone. We then headed to Dre's house where to "party" began. Barcardi 151, and Vodka without chase was DISGUSTING. blahh. It was an interesting night. Great way to celebrate my last day of school! Got dropped off by Matty, and collasped after a phone convo w/ Dao.

And today..
BEST DAY EVER!
Why?
Daddy and I went driving for FIVE hours! And I got to drive on the road! So scary, but fun! I was so happy because it was my first time driving myself, and my dad home.
:)

It's almost..

OVER!!!!
I can't wait till my summer finally begins!
YAY, no summer courses! (maaaaybee 1.. just maaaaybee)
YAY, working full-time!
YAY, more money
YAY, fireworks!

Anyways, what a pointless blog.. haha
Ahh, it's so sunny and nice outside! But I'm stuck at sister's work. blaah haha
Well yeah..
I'll write a better blog later.
:)

"Dear Prudence,"

How many more reality checks do you need?